Synchronicity in Finding Your Purpose

This entry is going to be a bit longer than my typical entries, so bear with me. It's needed so that I can lay out everything that's come into alignment. 

It's been a few months since I realized that I was meant to do spiritual communication work. Even longer since I knew I was sensitive to energies around me. Once I realized that I had gifts, I stepped out of my skeptical atheist frame of mind and moved toward a more open one - learning about how to keep myself energetically clean; meditating; and actively seeking opportunities to expand my skills.

Beyond understanding that I had work to do, it wasn't clear what else I was supposed to be doing with my gifts. A few weeks ago, I had an incredibly intense dream. In the dream, I noticed humans marching in a line, two at a time, surrounded by dark figures. The figures were of creatures and humanoids of all different shapes and sizes. The humans didn't notice the dark figures, but I did. I knew the figures were controlling the humans and intended on enslaving them. As I spied these figures, I started to radiate a brilliant white light. The brighter I got, the more I started to levitate in the air. I rose into the air about 20 feet in height and emitted the brightest light I'd ever seen in all directions. Like a giant illuminating disco ball. As I floated there, radiating light, something started happening to the dark figures. They started to dissolve - almost as if they were composed of minuscule smoke particles - and dissipate. The dream was so striking in its realism and string of events that it seems like I just dreamed last night. However at the time it had no meaning to me, so I made note of it and nothing more. 

    Then, in a meditation last week, my spirit guides told me something that was simultaneously humbling, intimidating, and exciting. I was told that I was to use my gifts to 'neutralize' dark energy. It's not even been six months since I realized my gifts in the first place! I've only met a handful of other mediums and spirit/energy workers since then. I asked my spirit guides "How am I supposed to go about doing this? I don't have the foggiest idea." and was told "we will put the right people in front of you to learn," and "don't worry. You're not doing this work alone. There are others doing it too." I was also told that it will be achieved by integrating universal and Earth energies in my body and radiating it back out to neutralize the darkness. That message was damn near close to the dream that I had a few weeks ago. Synchronicity.

   Then on Thursday, a medium I've recently met, let's call them Maria, reached out. Maria said she had a message to deliver, and promised to fill me in on Friday morning. Due to schedule conflicts, our conversation didn't wind up happening until later that evening. In the mean time, mid-day on Friday as I was driving to the grocery store my spirit guides popped in and said "You have to go back to Forest Haven. You need to practice." Synchronicity.

    When I spoke with Maria on Friday evening, I was told that in addition to the medium work I am meant to do, "my old career was over," and this is what I am to do for a living now. It's a pull I've felt since I started working on refining my gifts, so it wasn't surprising that I was being delivered the message via another channel. As an aside, the whole turning it into a career thing baffles me, but I trust the information on how to make that happen will be delivered to me when the time is right. Additionally, there was one more message I was given that integrated everything I've been feeling, dreaming, and experiencing to this point. I was told that I am meant to 'move energies.' Synchronicity.

    ... Move energies... All of a sudden, all of the puzzle pieces fell into place. I had often asked myself and been asked by others, "Why was I sent to Forest Haven, where dark energies abound, for my very first paranormal investigation?" Synchronicity. As someone new to all of this, it seemed a bit risky. I've spoken with paranormal investigators who have said other mediums want absolutely nothing to do with Forest Haven after only doing a remote viewing, let alone stepping foot on property. Also, *why* was I told to go to specific locations at Forest Haven for my second visit where I knew there would be dark energies? Synchronicity.

    Then today during my second meditation of the day (not typical but my first one got cut short), I was pulled into a remote viewing session of Forest Haven. I say 'pulled' because I had no intention of going there myself. I found myself watching myself stand in front of the portal in the Holly building. I could feel the energy moving through my body as I focused on using my hand and heart chakras to work over the portal. I sat there, crown chakra burning, third eye chakra pinging like a homing beacon - feeling the sensations of doing the work. Watching myself as if I was having an out of body experience, but also seeing it as if I was standing right in front of the portal. This energy work was also keeping anything that happened to be inside the portal from coming out. Synchronicity.

  I sat, watched, concentrated, felt the energy move, and listened to my spirit guides tell me what to do ("open your crown chakra wider to let in more energy." "Focus"). I was being given instructions on what to do as I was doing it. I saw the back end of the portal, which happened to protrude into the building across the street from where I was, shrink and close up. The portal in front of me slowly closed as I focused the energy there. Once it closed, I was instructed to radiate my energy outward, beyond the building, to neutralize any dark energies that remained outside the portal. I saw the two buildings that had the portal from above, and a bubble of energy over both. "Hold it there. Concentrate." Finally the energetic work had been done and I was told I could relax while the energy dissipated. Once that was complete, I cleaned my chakras and siphoned off energies that weren't mine. A ton of dark energy came off of my person. 

 

    When I finally relaxed and came out of my meditation, an hour had passed. Shocked, I reached out to Maria to see if she could tap in and detect a portal where I knew there was one. I had no idea if my meditation was a practice session or I was astrally projected to Forest Haven to actually do the work! 

    Maria asked about my experience and was told that I had indeed astrally projected. I was led by AA Uriel, who worked through me to show me how the work to close the portal would be done as an exercise. What an incredible experience that was. Maria also said that there was a portal of light elsewhere on the property, and that I had led souls through it. Interestingly, on my last visit to Forest Haven, I sensed this portal - it was an intense amount of energy - nearby in the woods. I pointed it out to Tom and he felt it too. Tom had said that it wasn't a dark portal - the nature of light emanating from the portal was different. I love it when things validate like that!

    

     

Validation as a Medium

This week, I gave my first readings for a couple of people. I had done some pre-reading meditation, because one person in particular was interested in their past lives. So I tapped into my spirit guides and asked them to tell me a little bit about this person's history. I received really interesting information, which I feel safe to share here because it's not going to disclose the identity of the persons. What was most interesting to me though was the validation I received during the reading itself. 

    I discussed what I learned about this person's past life, including the fact that I was told that one of their past lives was as part of a Germanic tribe. I was shown images of mounds- whether those mounds were burial or housing was unclear, but they were connected to one of the lives this person previously lived. Right after I told them this, this person said to me "I just visited some of those mounds in Great Britain. I felt very connected/drawn to them." I know this kind of thing happens to mediums that give readings on the regular, but just like all of my other experiences, this was new to me. It was so neat to hear that info I was receiving was registering with the intended recipient. 

    During the reading itself, I asked this person if there was anything they would like to ask their spirit guides. They wanted to know if they were on the right path in life at this moment. So I tapped into my spirit guides and asked them to connect with their counterparts. I was shown the outline of a fishing boat. Now I happen to know this person owns a fishing boat, so I wasn't surprised that I was being shown a boat. A skeptical person could say, "well Brooke, you knew this about this person so that was your own brain making it up." Except...

   

I drew the outline of the boat I was given a vision for, and I showed it to my sitter. They took one look at the boat and said "Yeah, that was a boat that I used to own - down to the trawler net wheel on the back of the boat." I had no way of knowing that this was a boat that this person used to own. I took the vision of the boat coupled with the validation of the info that the answer was yes, they were on the right path.

The other interesting thing that happened in my before-sitting meditation was about another of their past lives. I was shown the image of a Union soldier's hat and a rifle. I was told that one of their past lives was as a young union soldier, who was mortally wounded in a battle at the age of 18. My spirit guides gave me the name "Muskogee." In the moment that had no meaning to me, but I knew not to question it and just write it down. I paused my meditation for a moment to look up "civil war battle Muskogee." And wouldn't you know it? There was a significant battle in the civil war that took place near Muskogee, Oklahoma, called "The Battle of Honey Springs." I resumed my meditation and was scolded by my spirit guides. I was told "you should know better than to doubt us." Lol. I guess at least they have a sense of humor about it. I responded that it wasn't that I doubted the message, but I needed context for it to make sense to me. 

    I realize that as I practice my craft these kinds of things will become mundane to me. But in the mean time, it just astounds me that the info I'm receiving is being validated this way.